a mental mind-fuck can be nice

azalea_17 @ 2005-01-25T14:22:00

2005-01-25T04:23:29Z

ok i got a new journal...this one is giving me the shits

alrighty then

over and out

azalea_17 @ 2005-01-25T10:22:00

2005-01-25T00:24:01Z

the twins went off to school this morning

my back is sore

last night i thought that i wish i had of found some way to contact the mysterious helen

i am bored

lj is amusing

there is a lack of kate to talk to as now shes back at school i am here on my own

i need to read a book or something

over and out

azalea_17 @ 2005-01-24T13:43:00

2005-01-24T03:44:00Z

i laughed as soon as this hit my screen.....ohhhh thats me!!!!!!

hahaaaaaaaaaaaa

azalea_17 @ 2005-01-24T12:22:00

2005-01-24T02:22:10Z

Tell Me About Your Sex Life? by electronicoffee
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Favorite Postion	you like to be ridden
Secret Fetish	heavy bondage [take]
Age of Lost Virginity	15
Bedroom Talent	you always aim to please
Flavor Of Lubricant	blackberry
Kinkiest Place To Do It	in an abandoned house
Who Was Your First	you first crush

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azalea_17 @ 2005-01-24T11:54:00

2005-01-24T02:12:52Z

stolen frrooooommm the_cunt_trend

1: Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18 , find line 4. Write down what it says: "because she didnt know anyone and needed to find a friend..."
2: Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you touch first?: russel coight video.

3: What is the last thing you watched on TV?: the tennis.
4: WITHOUT LOOKING, guess what the time is: 11.43am
5: Now look at the clock, what is the actual time?: 11.59am
6: With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?: the fan.
7: When did you last step outside? just then to get the maiiiil.
8: Before you came to this website, what did you look at?: a picture of me and missssssy higggins

9: What are you wearing?: My pyjamas.
10: Did you dream last night?: ssomething which made me wake up really happy but i cant remember what it was
11: When did you last laugh? yesterday at ian when i tried the coffee he said and realised he wasnt lying...it is good.
12: What is on the walls of the room you are in?: nothing

13: Seen anything weird lately?: a side of a person i thought didnt even exist
14: What do you think of this quiz?: it is keeping me entertained.
15: What is the last film you saw at the theatre?: ladder 49....tear.
16: If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy first?: a house....with the greatest stuff inside and i would live there and it would be my retreat...:)
ing about you that I don't know: my nickname is sister moselle because i drink a lot of cheap wine.
18: If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?: i would remove the aids virus....
19: Do you like to dance?: No.
20: George Bush: is in a relationship with john howard...like two dogs....there is a lot of ass sniffing/nose burrying going on with that pair.
21: Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?: elvira mistress of the night
21: Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?: peter pan
d you ever consider living abroad?: why yes i do...japan japan and africa for a while
23: What do you want to do now more than ever?: I want to drive dads car.
24: now: now what?.

azalea_17 @ 2005-01-23T18:56:00

2005-01-23T08:56:27Z

Which OS are You?

azalea_17 @ 2005-01-23T14:37:00

2005-01-23T04:41:02Z

i am not tired....i am such a loser i sat in dads car today and just sat...then i adjusted his mirrors and put the key in the ignition....i cannot drive....so i sat there.....and just looked....it smells so good

dad said he will teach me how to drive....mum said hes not allowed to but he won....i shall go down tomorrow to the transport department and finally get my learners....im so slack

i want to drive his car

motivation enough

alana

katy i love being at ur house and being with u and i think that i love u

marry me again even though i know tara is your only love

azalea_17 @ 2005-01-22T16:34:00

2005-01-22T16:35:12Z

i wish that i could fly....i called someone tonight to tell them i didnt call them and the got mad at me

i didnt undertand

alana

azalea_17 @ 2005-01-21T21:05:00

2005-01-21T11:05:37Z

it feels so good to do that....write something long and stupid and then delete it....it feels like u got it all out

azalea_17 @ 2005-01-21T14:23:00

2005-01-21T04:25:00Z

i just got home....i jumped on a bus and then i walked in the rain to my house....

i like walking in the rain...it makes me think.....

then i get angry and i dont care because i feel clean and dirty at the same time

rain rain rain rain

i like rain

azalea_17 @ 2005-01-20T10:32:00

2005-01-20T00:33:48Z

i said godbye to dad this morning....he will be in sydney now....pickuing up the car he wanted....

i love the car but i love him more

be safe

alana

azalea_17 @ 2005-01-19T19:17:00

2005-01-19T09:22:16Z

i am still facinated by the fact that one colour can describe, and is associated with 2 very very different things...love....happy happy love

and hate...angry angry hate

my mood today is brown....i dont know why...or really what brown is....not shit....just....brown...urrrgghhh....thick....sloppy...brown

big brown murky gross slop

azalea_17 @ 2005-01-19T10:11:00

2005-01-19T00:15:25Z

poor

misssolaria ...i stole again from you...but they are quite addictive!

(X) snuck out of the house
(X) gotten lost in your city
() saw a shooting star
(X) been to any other countries besides the united states (or your own country)
() had a serious surgery
(X) gone out in public in your pajamas
(X) kissed a stranger
(X) hugged a stranger
( ) been in a fist fight
( ) been arrested
(X) done drugs
(X) had alcohol
(X) laughed and had milk/coke come out of your nose
(X) pushed all the buttons on an elevator
( ) made out in an elevator
(X) swore at your parents
(X) kicked a guy where it hurts.
() Been in love?
() Been close to love
(X) been to a casino
( ) been skydiving
( ) broken a bone or nose.
(X) been high
(X) skinny-dipped
(X) skipped school
(X) flashed someone
(X) saw a therapist
() done the splits
(X) played spin the bottle
() gotten stitches
(X) drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour...how much is a gallon? like 2 litres?
(X) bitten someone
() been to Niagara Falls
(X) gotten the chicken pox
(X) kissed a member of the opposite sex
(X) kissed a member of the same sex
() crashed into a friend's car ... crashed into my mom's, does that count? :P
(X) been to Japan HAHAHA THEY ADDED THIS ONE IN NOT ME!!!!
(X) ridden in a taxi
(X) been dumped
( ) shoplifted
(X) ever had a crush on someone of the same sex
(X) had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back
(X) love someone or MISS someone right now
( ) gone on a blind date
(X) lied to a friend
(X) had a crush on a teacher
( ) celebrated Mardi-Gras in New Orleans
( ) been to Europe
( ) had children
( ) saw someone die
(X) Been on a plane
(X) Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
( ) Thrown up in a bar
(X) Purposely set a part of yourself on fire
(X) Eaten Sushi
( ) Been snowboarding
(X) Met someone in person from the internet
( ) Been moshing at a rock show
(X) Been to a motor cross show
( ) done hard drugs
( ) tried killing yourself THIS IS TOO PERSONAL A QUESTION
( ) been to Africa
(X) Driven over 400 miles in one day
() Been to Canada
( ) Been to Mexico

azalea_17 @ 2005-01-19T09:33:00

2005-01-18T23:43:34Z

yesterday was a shit day and yesterday was a fantastic day....i think i went through every emotion under the sun....i cried and i laughed....i loved and i hated....missy higgins is so beautiful...so very beautiful...i want to marry her

oh and to the lovely helen....ingenious plan telling her to say hello to me :):):) you will probably nver even know i said thankyou because i dont even know who you are...except that you are helen who is great...

i felt so wonderful at the concert too....i have gone to the movies, shopping and eaten in public on my own...but never attended a concert that way....but i really didnt care...i mean i had a great seat...and it was a present so i was grateful that i didnt have to pay....:)

i sat there with these nice people either side of me...and i couldnt move when she was singing because i just stared at her...in awe...*love*

the waifs...ive never even listened to them because i have just not been bothered...but last night they were fantastic! it reminded me of when i was little and when she told the story about playing for her pop in hospital i loved them even more...that is the type of music i grew up with...(well that and a little bit of country:) )

all in all i had a fantastic day...

and i choose to forget about the shit....forget about what makes me sad...sad is a terrible word....it sounds like a sigh...saaaaad....my dad is so wondreful...i love that he knows exactly what i am thinking...and what is going on...he knows who will be pissed off at me...he gives advice on what to do and i know that if nything were to happen he will be right there for me...like he has been every time something has happened....in 18 years he has only messed up once....and for that i am thankful

from now on...only the positive stuff will be thought about....

love alana........x

azalea_17 @ 2005-01-17T17:51:00

2005-01-17T08:00:49Z

i stole this from missolaria ...i steal everything from her...:)

A – Accent: australian

B - Breast size: very small
C - Chore you hate: rubbish....doing the damn rubbish..or the dishes at the motel....rrrrrrr
E - Essential make-up item: mascara
F - Favorite perfume: tommy girl
H - Hometown: townsville qld now
I - Insomnia: coffee

J - Job title: reatail sales woman shoes lover
K - Kids: nada
L - Living arrangements: pfffffft home
M - Mother's birthplace: ummmm...clermont i could be wrong
N - Number of apples you've eaten: none
O - Overnight hospital stays: (aside from birth)umm...3
P - Phobia: FEET
R - Religious affiliation: Christian
S - Siblings: 3 sisters
T - Time you wake up: before i work...or around 8
U - Unnatural hair colors you've worn: ...blonde....chocolate...caramel..haha
v - Vegetable you refuse to eat: i eat anything
W - Worst habit: these quizes
X - X-rays you've had: wrist...and elbow
Y - Yummy foods you make: toast
Z - Zodiac sign: capricorn

A - age: 18
B - band: dr hook
C - choice of meat: chicken
D - dream date: a dark alley
E - excites you: my nipple
F - favorite food: broccoli
G - greatest gift: all gifts are great...although i am prone to liking big mac sauce in a bottle
H - happiest day of your life: when i met mr jiggles on my birthday ;)
I - internal conflicts: mr jiggles or mr happy?
J - jealous: mhmmmmmm
K - kool aid: derek sent some from america...and holy cow it tastes soooooooo good
M - most valuable thing you own: my flute
N - name: alana
O - outfit: 3/4 jeans and a singlet
P - pizza topping: chicken and mushrooms
Q - question i want to ask: what happens if mr jiggles dies?
R - roots: danish, irish
S - sport to watch: swimming...after race interviews....mmmmmmm
T - tv show: neighbours...sad sad world i know
U - unique habits: who knows whats unique anymore
V - view from the window: 2 palm trees, some green green grass, a pool and waterslide, kids playing, lots of cars
W - weather i love: cold...anything cold
Y - yesterday's best meal: pasta and mangoe smoothie from katy
Z - zodiac sign: capricorn.......again

azalea_17 @ 2005-01-17T17:39:00

2005-01-17T07:42:33Z

well it has been a fun fun few days....thankyou to katy mainly who kept me entertained with south park and mangoes and pasta and cheese and beestings...and NO STICKY LOLLIES LAST NIGHT

*glares at sticky fingered kate*

tomorrow is ohhh missy higgins *love*

nighty night might see you all at suzies

love alana

curtis is a funny name....

azalea_17 @ 2005-01-14T18:12:00

2005-01-14T08:28:06Z

this is my beautiful new lover...i love her very much...she is also my sister...and she may kill me for doing this...but its worth the risk

azalea_17 @ 2005-01-14T15:44:00

2005-01-14T05:52:02Z

holy cow i just read the paper.....and this little butthead will be at the mall on tuesday with pen in hand and rope in the other to catch the beautiful and mesmerising missy higgins...

ok not the rope part but yes i will be there

holy cow i cant sit still!

ahhh so excited!

i am amused by todays great controversy...

2005-01-14T05:27:29Z

it seems as though someone has been a little light fingered and taken something which wasnt theres from the motel.

ie collectable elvis figurenes which were left behind...they were there....then they dissapeared...

when asked the cleaners all said no....

someone is lying

mum is up in arms because we had to pay the people because they got stolen...and they werent cheap

so now all lost property is locked in the office as oposed to the storeroom...which means now there is so much shit...pillows, towels, clothes...everything....left here

in my nice clean office

alana is amused

azalea_17 @ 2005-01-14T15:08:00

2005-01-14T05:09:30Z

work was fun...i am poor...i bought 2 pairs of shoes yesterday

and tonight i want to go out and do something

something fun

oh and mum said our house is a pigsty

its not

love alana

azalea_17 @ 2005-01-13T22:22:00

2005-01-13T12:32:30Z

Post 15 facts about yourself, but five of them have to be made up. Everyone then guesses which are the untrue ones. Then, post this on your journal and see if I can guess which ones you're bluffing about!

missolaria

1. i am in "love" with one of my old teachers

2. i stole a box of cookies from maccas on....wednesday morning

3. i have bought 5 pairs of shoes in the past 4 weeks

4. my middle name is jayne

5. i play the flute

6. i have been bitten by my dog

7. i read a lot of books

8. i am uncomfortable a lot of the time

9. i am unsure of myself around a lot of people

10. i hate it when people arent comfortable with who they are

11. i love making new friends

12. i was runover when i was little

13. ive met janet jackson

14. at a school camp my teacher told me i had beautiful feet

15. i am scared of the dark

azalea_17 @ 2005-01-13T22:05:00

2005-01-13T12:13:23Z

i want this to be the end...i want to wake up and not think of u at all...i want to not think of anything...to just be happy...but i wont be...because i cant...i say i can....i say i dont care i say this is the end...i say i dont care i dont care i dont care

but i do care

i care a lot...i dont know if u know it...i dont want u to know it. why? because i cannot change how you think....

some things hurt me...so much...i pretend i dont care...and they are little things...telling me to shut my face...or even just shutup...makes me feel like what i have to say is of no importance....in the past 3 days it has been said so many times...i know you dont care....because you dont think...

i am sick of feeling like shit...so now? now it is al about me

i am going to make myself happy...i am going to so what i want...say what i want...and try not to care about what you say....because right now i want to be happy

azalea_17 @ 2005-01-12T14:29:00

2005-01-12T04:39:42Z

does anyone ever really know what they want?

i have been thinking...if someone really wants something...and they think they will never get it...and something else comes along..and they take it...and then realise that they didnt want that after all but still want the original...did they really want that at all? or are they just indicisive?

and

how often do people change their minds? and do people only ever want one thign at once...

i have spent quite some time thinking this through..and i am still not anywhere near the end...

azalea_17 @ 2005-01-11T14:46:00

2005-01-11T04:50:51Z

ok so today is great!!!!!

i had to get up at 6.30 to work..but thats ok...because then the twins and dad and i opened presents...and then...dad gave me money and said i have to stay here because kathy is away but i want you to have fun so go shopping or something..have some lunch and ill see you this arvo

so the twins and i had a joyful day

then....dad has bought me a chocolate mudcake...my favourite

and i got my dress

and i saw kate and sarah and jac and lee and it was great and i cant wait to see the surprise from kate and sarah...and i also spent some money

tonight i shall wear my orange dress to cactus because jac wanted me to wear it...plus it makes me look like i have boobs...which i dont

oh and i hope people bring cameras cos mum took dads to nannas and sadly mine killed itself....

thankyou everyone for your great messages!

love alana

azalea_17 @ 2005-01-10T18:26:00

2005-01-10T08:58:50Z

the year as i saw it

music friend mick as grad partner

beautiful friends

ok this is making me sad

alana

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