| Tuesday, January 25th, 2005 |
| 2:22 pm |
ok i got a new journal...this one is giving me the shits
redfireengine
alrighty then
over and out |
| 10:22 am |
the twins went off to school this morning my back is sore last night i thought that i wish i had of found some way to contact the mysterious helen i am bored lj is amusing there is a lack of kate to talk to as now shes back at school i am here on my own i need to read a book or something over and out |
| Monday, January 24th, 2005 |
| 1:43 pm |
i laughed as soon as this hit my screen.....ohhhh thats me!!!!!! hahaaaaaaaaaaaa |
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| Sunday, January 23rd, 2005 |
| 6:56 pm |
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| 2:37 pm |
i am not tired....i am such a loser i sat in dads car today and just sat...then i adjusted his mirrors and put the key in the ignition....i cannot drive....so i sat there.....and just looked....it smells so good dad said he will teach me how to drive....mum said hes not allowed to but he won....i shall go down tomorrow to the transport department and finally get my learners....im so slack i want to drive his car motivation enough alana katy i love being at ur house and being with u and i think that i love u marry me again even though i know tara is your only love |
| Saturday, January 22nd, 2005 |
| 4:34 pm |
i wish that i could fly....i called someone tonight to tell them i didnt call them and the got mad at me i didnt undertand alana |
| Friday, January 21st, 2005 |
| 9:05 pm |
it feels so good to do that....write something long and stupid and then delete it....it feels like u got it all out |
| 2:23 pm |
i just got home....i jumped on a bus and then i walked in the rain to my house.... i like walking in the rain...it makes me think..... then i get angry and i dont care because i feel clean and dirty at the same time rain rain rain rain i like rain |
| Thursday, January 20th, 2005 |
| 10:32 am |
i said godbye to dad this morning....he will be in sydney now....pickuing up the car he wanted.... i love the car but i love him more be safe alana |
| Wednesday, January 19th, 2005 |
| 7:17 pm |
i am still facinated by the fact that one colour can describe, and is associated with 2 very very different things...love....happy happy love
and hate...angry angry hate
my mood today is brown....i dont know why...or really what brown is....not shit....just....brown...urrrgghhh....thick....sloppy...brown
big brown murky gross slop
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| 10:11 am |
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| 9:33 am |
yesterday was a shit day and yesterday was a fantastic day....i think i went through every emotion under the sun....i cried and i laughed....i loved and i hated....missy higgins is so beautiful...so very beautiful...i want to marry her oh and to the lovely helen....ingenious plan telling her to say hello to me :):):) you will probably nver even know i said thankyou because i dont even know who you are...except that you are helen who is great... i felt so wonderful at the concert too....i have gone to the movies, shopping and eaten in public on my own...but never attended a concert that way....but i really didnt care...i mean i had a great seat...and it was a present so i was grateful that i didnt have to pay....:) i sat there with these nice people either side of me...and i couldnt move when she was singing because i just stared at her...in awe...*love* the waifs...ive never even listened to them because i have just not been bothered...but last night they were fantastic! it reminded me of when i was little and when she told the story about playing for her pop in hospital i loved them even more...that is the type of music i grew up with...(well that and a little bit of country:) ) all in all i had a fantastic day... and i choose to forget about the shit....forget about what makes me sad...sad is a terrible word....it sounds like a sigh...saaaaad....my dad is so wondreful...i love that he knows exactly what i am thinking...and what is going on...he knows who will be pissed off at me...he gives advice on what to do and i know that if nything were to happen he will be right there for me...like he has been every time something has happened....in 18 years he has only messed up once....and for that i am thankful from now on...only the positive stuff will be thought about.... love alana........x |
| Monday, January 17th, 2005 |
| 5:51 pm |
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| 5:39 pm |
well it has been a fun fun few days....thankyou to katy mainly who kept me entertained with south park and mangoes and pasta and cheese and beestings...and NO STICKY LOLLIES LAST NIGHT *glares at sticky fingered kate* tomorrow is ohhh missy higgins *love* nighty night might see you all at suzies love alana curtis is a funny name.... |
| Friday, January 14th, 2005 |
| 6:12 pm |
this is my beautiful new lover...i love her very much...she is also my sister...and she may kill me for doing this...but its worth the risk
( beautiful lover girl ) |
| 3:44 pm |
holy cow i just read the paper.....and this little butthead will be at the mall on tuesday with pen in hand and rope in the other to catch the beautiful and mesmerising missy higgins... ok not the rope part but yes i will be there holy cow i cant sit still! ahhh so excited! Current Mood: excitedCurrent Music: the special two |
| 3:24 pm |
i am amused by todays great controversy...
it seems as though someone has been a little light fingered and taken something which wasnt theres from the motel. ie collectable elvis figurenes which were left behind...they were there....then they dissapeared... when asked the cleaners all said no.... someone is lying mum is up in arms because we had to pay the people because they got stolen...and they werent cheap so now all lost property is locked in the office as oposed to the storeroom...which means now there is so much shit...pillows, towels, clothes...everything....left here in my nice clean office alana is amused |
| 3:08 pm |
work was fun...i am poor...i bought 2 pairs of shoes yesterday and tonight i want to go out and do something something fun oh and mum said our house is a pigsty its not love alana |